Foolish me, foolish heart, foolish time to spend the years that should have been the best time of my life --- but anyway, in the end, even if it takes years, things will get better.
So today, when I suddenly saw his name, I decided to check his Facebook page and not only did I find out that he moved far away, there were also some new photos of him. Guess what?
He gained at least 10 kg, all of it at the belly of course, he had grown himself a beard that made him look at least 5 years older than he is, and ohhh fuck this, Mister "Oh I need to set out into the world, some big city far far away", lives in a small suburb of a conservative southern German city now.
In your face, bitch!!!
And even if only on my blog, I'd like to say a few words:
Fuck you for treating me as if I was a disposable doll rather than a friend for you!
Fuck you for behaving like the worst asshole to my friends because of I don't-know-what-reasons.
And more than anything: Fuck you for telling me you really and honestly wanted me, then throw me away and from that time on act as if you had been kind to me out of pity!
Fuck you and your dumb Brazilian whore (gnaaah, she looks very pretty and nice and is probably a really smart girl, but I don't WANT to admit that here) who you met by cheating on your current girlfriend who had waited for you in Germany while you screwed at least 3 Brazilian bitches! (Yeah, guess what? All your friends know. I wonder if she does.)
So, dumb fucker, do Germany a favor and get yourself hit over by a truck!
And now that I said these things, for the first time since I met that guy five years ago, I can truly and completely state:
There are no romantic feelings left for that guy. Now that I saw him, finally there was that moment that other girls reach within two weeks: "How the fuck could I ever like you??? What sort of drug did you give me that made me fall for you scum?"
Good feeling.
BOOYA!
He seems to be a yerk, treating you like that and obviously being one to your friends!
ReplyDeleteGetting over someone can take some time - I think just as much time as it needs. So some girls might get over a guy in 2 weeks and some just need a little bit longer. But personally, I think the girls needing more time for that are not so likely to fall for the same type of men again, because they just took their time reflecting about why he was the ass he was!
Thank you, sweetie!
ReplyDeleteI have definitely learned a thing or two not only about men and the world, but also about myself from this experience.
And I guess that's always sort of a good thing.
2 weeks? what the heck are you talking about? I don't know any decent/sweet girl that would get over someone that quickly. Well done anger outburst - It is healthy now and then. Now focus on the next good guy and feel hugged in unity! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteHugs and kisses to you!